I give up. This has gotten so far past complicated it's almost silly. But at the same time, as hard as this all is, it's the first time I've been really happy in awhile. It's so nice to be at peace.
I miss my best friend. Why can't life be as simple as following your heart?
I believe in fate, and I believe in the Lord. If the two come together in agreement I truly believe that one day this will all work out. I really hope so, because I can't imagine life any other way.
Always in my prayers, even when it makes me beyond frustrated and upset.
Another rambling of nonsense, praise God no one actually reads this.